Sunday, May 31, 2009

cocoon annihilation


this post and the publication of my blog is a process within a process. as most may know and few realize, i tend to privatize my life into compartments to be shared accordingly and never without caution. i am not sure anyone even knew if this blog existed before this notification and i think i liked it that way. it played more as a venue for stream of thought. 
yet, as the blog age has taken off and some would say taken over, i have come to realize that it is time to put out what i have been doing and stop reading about others (don't be mistaken some of you have very well crafted blogs, i enjoy those, but honestly some are bad, really bad) i am hoping to subscribe to the clever, entertaining, and insightful category, however, that is a tall order that is often shorted. so you can decide and act accordingly. 
as you will see there are some previous posts. written at various stages. feel free to judge some of them as female musings and others as an attempt to trump pretentiousness. i will not apologize for any of them. they are what i wanted them to be at the time. yet, in the future, i will hope to make the blogs a little bit less ambiguous but still retaining a nature of reflection, record-keeping and attempting.  in addition, posts may be random and sporadic, but purposeful. a little like me